CHURCH CORNER: Understanding God means understanding suffering

At Calvary Chapel Bonney Lake we do things a little differently than a lot of churches. Our Sunday messages are drawn not topically, but by choosing a book of the Bible to study, going through it chapter by chapter, verse by verse.

At Calvary Chapel Bonney Lake we do things a little differently than a lot of churches. Our Sunday messages are drawn not topically, but by choosing a book of the Bible to study, going through it chapter by chapter, verse by verse. In this manner we allow God to set the agenda of what will be covered any given Sunday. That being said, I’m so looking forward to going through the book of 1 Peter with our church in the not-too-distant future. In the meantime, reading through the book of Peter repeatedly to prepare myself for this path has been, and continues to be, an awesome experience. Additionally, God is using it in my life to open spiritual doors and reveal passages I should have traveled long ago.

The first thing that any congregant must know about their pastor is his humanness. Pastors are fallen sinful people just as the rest of those in the body of Christ. What makes them different is their calling, not their righteousness. Look back at the choosing of the nation of Israel by God to be His focal point all throughout history. Many fell along the way. More importantly, many learned from those who fell, and committed to a more serious life in Jesus. Any pastor or church leader who sets themselves up above their congregants in quality of person or Christian, as opposed to simply doing their best to be a Godly leader according to his calling, is setting himself up for a terrible fall.

In my walk and sanctification, God has revealed to me many things. Accordingly, I have done my best to adapt to those revelations accordingly by choosing to let the Spirit lead me more and more each day, while giving each area God desires of me, over to Him. This process, while necessary (and sadly slow to come at times), is one that I must embrace as a Christian – painful as it might be. To not do so, to not go with the leading in our sanctification as the Lord calls is to deny that Jesus is our Lord and not just savior. Worse yet, it is to reject the Holy Spirit in our obligation as confessed Christians to deny ourselves, our flesh, our humanness, and pick up the cross that God has set before us with obedience – as painful as it might be. I am no different. God is calling me to change. If I deny the call to change, I’m denying God’s leadership in my life.

Peter was an amazing man, for many reasons. To rise to the level of the leader he became, required that he lower himself into the servant of God he thought he was. See what I mean?

Remember what John the Baptist said when speaking about Jesus, “He must increase, but I must decrease.” For three years, Peter saw himself as increasing. He was with Jesus with a select group of 12 men. Of those 12, he was part of a select group of three. He was spoken to directly by the Holy Spirit to reveal to Peter that Jesus was in fact the son of God, savior to all (Mark 8, Luke 4). Peter was special. He is the only disciple to defend Jesus’ physical life, and did so by wielding his sword. Peter was a well respected and honorable disciple that was truly looked up to as a Sr. leader on that group of twelve. However, God had bigger plans for him than just peer popularity. To rise to the level at which God had intended for him to be used, Peter had to endure, and find out that maturing really means becoming less –decreasing- so that he might be increase in a Godly way.

Suffering was something Peter had to endure. It is something we all must endure. He was chastised by Christ, and after he had raised his sword in anger in the garden, he ran away like a scared school boy. He went on to deny Jesus three times, the third time with anathema. The rest of the disciples knew this, and it took Jesus Himself in His resurrected body to go to Peter, one on one, and get things worked out. To bring Peter back into the fold of a Christ follower, Peter had to realize that the suffering he had gone through already, was just slight in comparison to what was coming. More so, that all these sufferings were nothing in the grand scheme of things when compared to the Glory that would be bestowed upon him, and all believers, in the heavens for eternity.

Peter understood, intimately, that to be used by Christ to his fullest potential, the potential that was divinely enumerated to him by Jesus, that he must die to himself. He knew that the things of his old life, his old ways, and the ways of the gentiles would have to be put behind him. I’m sure that a litany of old fishing buddies and their fish stories and their lifestyle and behavior so commonly attributed to men of the sea, would have to be left behind as well, in favor of the new man created in him, and renewed daily by his faith.

We too must do the same. Things we value, if not equally valued by God, must decrease, so that what God has for us can increase. Old friends and old ways must be left behind if that is what it is going to take for the new man to grow and blossom in the service of God. If you categorize yourself as Christian, you must do the same. To think you can live a life unchanged by the Holy Spirit alive in you as a mark sealing you to Jesus, is akin to believing that there is more than one way to heaven, and that perhaps Jesus really isn’t the way, truth and life. There are some things about Christianity and it’s doctrine that we can debate, and there are some things for which the bible leaves us no room for error. Living like the old man, is not compatible with living a life for Christ, or a life save by God. Scripture is clear, the old man must die.

In truth, we realize this. In reality, we find it hard to crucify what was once our way of life. But we must. Living for Jesus means not living for the past, but to satisfy the calling for our future. Pray daily that we are given the strength to do this through the Holy Spirit. We must give all to him. Think of this as our way of decreasing. Receive what God offers to us, no matter how small or insignificant it seems, and deem it to be increase, for we know it is good. To God be all the glory.